I've Fallen Again...

So, I'm over you.
Aren't I?
Walk into the room
There you are...
And I've fallen again.

Look into your eyes.
Fight.
Not to stare at you.
Thought you weren't what I wanted
But I've fallen again...

Try to avert my gaze.
Anywhere.
Just don't look at you
But I do...and you look back
And I've fallen too deep in...

I don't know how it happend
How I fell for you again.
I thought that I was over you this time.
But you lured me back in, as you always do
I find myself thinking that you still love me...
Even though I know that isn't true.

Yet I let myself keep believing
The lies that I desperately want to be true
I keep leading myself on and on...
And I let myself fall for you...

So on goes this vicious cycle
That I've caught myself up in
I look at you, you look at me
I turn away before you can see
I could accept the truth...I'd rather live the lie
It's better to never know...
If I did I'd only break down and cry...